juz give me a reason, honestly, juz ONE reason why i shud still be alive...

life is really horrible. everything seems to just collapse and its burying you alive. Everyone's falling ill, drama nights next week(which means a lot of us pulled off for rehearsals), sports season is on, tests are looming up, concert practs are increasing...someday i'll juz pull off that smile on my face.

TSD is in e bottom of e bottom, tempers are flying n i shouted at ahnaf yst. The horrible idiotic script can't meet min requirements, we are all tired and dun have the strength to continue on thinking, too many ideas floating but none we could put in this horrible 10min piece. suddenly all the problems are popping out. we have different working styles, and we dun have the energy to compromise. BUT WE HAVE TO! honestly honestly i think this problem is very very serious! mayb i'm worrying too much but i cant bear seeing all of us in bad moods! (3/4 of e group is not sick, claire's like e only survivor)

Chem test is tmr and i am so prepared to fail it. and goodness knows why Mr Lee wants to speak to me, prob he wants me to quit cca or sumthing...lots of congrats to mei fang n wen xiu!