well, 1st, my comp is repaired :) changed a CPU n now it looks totally cool wif blue n red lights. bad thing, my comp was formatted n all my files are gone. even worst, i can't rem wad files there are in my comp...:( bad bad bad

anywayz, we had a total demoralizing wrkshop session today.i'm seriously suspecting myself whether i can pull through these 2 yrs without doubting the fact tt i am gonna pull through. i can't be sure in e 1st place. it was a totally s**tified wrkshop. 1st, we ignored warmups n pissed mrs low off(ok, i admit tt's our fault, we juz got totally flustered over e fact tt we're suppose to show) then no grps had a moment to show except perhaps Hounds...tt's even worse, cause half of us din know we're suppose to show until yst. bad bad bad.

when we finally showed, it was "we're totally shocked n almost apalled" from e teachers. It seemed as if we are total failures. we din even get comments on how LOUSY our pieces were. the teachers wanted us to reconsider wad's theatre n tsd to us n simply walked out. I FELT LIKE SHIT. A senior n albert came in to talk to us, n i STILL FEEL LIKE SHIT. sumtimes i juz hope i never took TSD, which shudn't be the case since i'm positively convinced i love working wif my cohort n seniors n see a piece cuming to shape. i'm feeling totally rotten now. ROTTEN! and depressed, doubtful, irritated...

MBE finally started our 1st official slot today. i think we will pull through, although its bits n pieces now. I think the lines are really going into my brain now, tt's a gd sign....cheers...