astonishing yes, but i have jus spent e past hr catching soccer match online...=_= unbelievable. netherlands vs serbia & montenegro. ned won 1-0. oh well

been thinking a lot lately. things ard seem to be changing. i mean, things are always changing...but it seems to be on a faster pace nowadays and i'm starting to lose control of them. a part of me seems left behind in the past and i'm starting to ponder on stuff that never appeared before...pardon my confused thinking. life gets more and more complicated as u progress. tt's why pple like to look behind. i've always thought its really stupid to stay rooted in the past, but it seems tt sumtimes...just sumtimes...juz refusing to move on makes everything easier. sumthings bugging me, and prolonged thinking of it is turning me into a lunatic. why why why...honestly i dun like that feeling...but i juz cant help but think about it....why...why...