damn, i dun understand why...i mean, i suppose my parents think that my job is to study hard, study harder and mug my life out for the stupid A level cert. like...making it my life goal or sumthing. but there are like a million other things i wanna do. (ok, mayb not a million) like getting a job. i mean ya my results aren't exactly tt gd. but i honestly wanna say "WHO CARES!" i'm not even working full time! and being nice and honest to them gives me sum shit reply...like a firm NO...damn damn damn. i hate being controlled! its my own life and i jus wanna bear the consequences of MY own actions! not my parents! they might as well just live my life for me if they like it so much. (as much as i noe they love me a lot) but sumtimes, it jus gets too much

so dere u go jason, dun u dare spam my blog now cause i CAN'T GO. and sorry matt, deli is out for me too. urghs

on a happier note, i went for a class outing! ok, strictly speaking its jus me, xl, timt, timy, alexi, xy, yh, ruth. went to watch superman, who turns out to be quite hot...7.5/10 in my opinion. but his face looked plasticky on screen. like eww. his son is super duper quadruple cute!!!! i like his son. and we spotted muthu's curry at suntec fountain terrace. heard tt toot? lol. please dun cause mass food poisoning :)

den met up wif zz,sy,yx for dinner at taka. talked to yx bout how weird and....distant jc is...i mean, the pple. you know them, but then you find out you never knew them at all. things are never like in secondary, all the girls talk and stuff...and how pure everyone was...(yes, st nicks girls are pure alright) but everything seems to change. the surrounding change, pple change, and you yourself change...cum to think of it i used to resist changing...but sumhow i juz succumb to the thought of how stupid i'll be if i dun start picking up stuff...like how you shud never use the word "cum" when toking to kxl...lol. ok, tt is not so impt afterall right xl?

and after receiving e msg informing bout our mini IS...(wad a friendly msg) but anyway, i have temporarily decided on doing Chekhov's Ivanov for set...hmm...lets hope it works.

harmoc pple, go for chalet on sun. go go go!