went mugging wif zz n sy today at changi airport's popeye. ok, we failed anyway considering half e time we were either stoning or listening to mp3 or eating...=_= in e end we left to play pool, which means tt's e 2nd game of my life. wow, its increasing! i suck at e game...honestly i do...and zz is so pro today. u improved a lot man...haha! sy next time prob gonna wear red underwear yeah? mugging again tmr...i really hope we are gonna mug...

sometimes i wonder how much percent truth was there in me...never knew whether it was bravery, or was i simply a coward. perhaps things were never clear enough and/or never will be, and there never was a right or wrong. if i could choose again...but of course there's no again, and its pointless to think bout wad might have happened. so it could only drift past, dissolve in time and disappear from the face of this earth. call me a coward, but for now i can only deal wif it this way...but then again, at least it was a lesson learnt, no matter was it ever, or not, a mistake...i take back my post yst, which was not only pointless, but it jus adds on to everything.

guess there are lots left unsaid...but den again...no point saying too much, yeah?