family 3 today. i almost died playing tt turn turn thingy. the uncle is freaky freaky evil to make it swing so many times. was screaming all e way through and lost the strength to scream during the back part...and for some reason the safety belt did not feel safe at all cause i was practically flying and landing wif a bump on e seat almost every sec. came down feeling nauseous. lol. (jas practically just froze beside me, either out of fright or out of sian-ness)

oh well...harmoc performance almost made me breathless too cause it was half an hr non stop. lol. and i stayed for the band,dance and choir performance. come to think of it, fam 3 wasn't as bad as i thought it will be. oh well.

sometimes i just hate it when my thoughts drift to some particular part of my life. i hate it, cause its really hard to stop thinking once i've started. i just really wish i could stop thinking bout it i swear, cause i dun wanna end up like pple i noe. but then again, somehow...it just pops up...