and sometimes i wonder why is it so hard to let go? just bloody hell let go of it and move on!! isn't that simple? just ignore it, forget it, wadever you do to it, just move on! you noe, just shift away somewhere, and then for god's sake heck it! difficult?? very?? if not, how do you carry on?!

death is really quite simple, just a little bit of courage and yay, there, i'm dead. bye bye world

i feel like swearing