sometimes i just wish i could be more stupid, oblivious and well, more self deluded. but then again, tt's quite impossible

met up with dar today. working at hotel rendezvous's coffee club now. nice place actually. the fresh fruit fondue is really really good, the price is really good too. hahahaha. the irish coffee would have tasted better if only the coffee taste wasn't that strong, oh well, strictly for above 18 (but like i care...) talked to dar for really long time and kind of discovered that, well, we're in the same situation. damn. life is just so incredibly ****ed up. even random pple bang into me when i'm walking on the streets, what on earth is their problem!

starting work tmr. hope its gonna go alright. i'm just, too tired to think abt anything anymore