i'm sick and tired of life, ahhh...sense the teen angst coming. then again, teen angst requires a fair amt of venting to get life back on track, or so i hope. i can't really pin point what is stressing me up, i mean, yeah sure grps in wk 7, I/S on wk 9, common test wk 10, harmoc syf which i can't play even e 1st pg properly (kill me, i swear i have too much air in my stomach and not enough in my lungs), artery...and perhaps a dozen other itty gritty stuff i dun really feel like dealing with. but i'm pretty sure i've been laughing, and chit chatting (to the best of my ability) and well, answering qns during chem lec..........

i miss being with pple i'm truly comfortable with and just spending random time doing nth but just chit chatting and catching up. it just so happens that these opp are so rare now. you'll rather be catching up on say, vol tutorial, than waste your time enjoying the little details of life. how practical of pple. and i've forgotten how many times poor friend and i have tried so hard to get tt little portion of our life back to where it was, but failed miserably. our fault? i hate to say how much its getting onto my nerves, or hurting, or whatsoever...it just makes everything so superficial. not tt i'll die if we never made up as a grp again...well, somethings better left untold, right??

perhaps i sound a little harsh. just that, i never was really afraid of saying what i felt. come challenge me if u want, i'll be glad to come into the open with you. the worst is just ending up pretending not to have known each other