Sometimes, you can't help but appreciate having just this one friend, just one, who will listen and share and laugh and cry and whine with you. Sometimes, you may even forget this person, but at times when you're truly helpless, you always turn to him/her.

Hey darling, i'm glad you found your 'love of ur life' :) Its never easy, but i can tell you two are like happy happy lovebirds who will stick for a long long time. Well sometimes i can't help but think that what you say is true, but then again, its all part of me, and i'm sure you'll understand. Its never simple, and as much as i don't like it, i've chose to live with it. Its all part of a price to pay. Someday i hope all these people would truly see me for what i am, and stop all the slandering business. Excuse me, though i don't particularly flare up or mind or start disliking you, that doesn't mean what you said is true and you can go ard spreading all these nasty comments bout me. So SHUT UP! To say the truth, society is not liberal enough (this i've heard from a friend long time ago).

I hate being treated like i'm entertainment when you're bored. I hate being so willing. I hate myself for not stopping all these nonsense. Everything i hate but just not you. urghs!! I really hate myself you know that???

Anyway darling, i love you so!!!!! I really really really do.

There's just that much love, and it has all gone out to you. But you'll never know, would you??