Two souls whom I thought would stay as one commented on the absurdity of keeping an online diary. Now, both of them are posting, two individuals.

A friend I thought whom i could trust and share told me nothing between us should change. Then, i knew that everything will change, cause time does not wait for you, just like people.

And then I thought time could wash everything away, but it so happens that everytime, just when i'm about to let go and forget, it all just comes rushing back again. A curse. Bittersweet. Painful.

Then i remember what someone told me, "blinded by love? been there, done that, and realised it never lasts". Is that so? Perhaps it didn't last for both, but not even for one?

Is this angst?