Fish & Co. at the airport with the class yst to celebrate xinying's birthday. I love that place, discounts for the birthday girl, birthday rap, cards, sparklers and polaroids. And cake smearing which, well, basically ended up in a mess. No one dared to sit around our area, i suppose we're a little rowdy, yes?

Moving on to econs. Yes...its ECONS.

Happy Birthday to xinying and gabby!! Lots of love!

Alright, taking a break from benzene rings and aq.NaOH (don't ask me whether they react or not), so here i am.

I'm currently very very very (i can't emphasize enough) hooked onto Apologize by Timbaland and Truly Madly Deeply (yes i know its OLD) by Savage Garden. Sorry, but one is just plain emo and rather catchy and the other...memories. I was just telling jason, it'll be really upsetting if i can't find someone who appreciates music (preferably the way i do). In fact, i think those who can't should seriously do smth, all you poor souls. There's so much more in the Arts than DOTA, i swear (wakey wakey!)

Anyway, exams are screwing my hormones and antibodies and whatsoever (ask the bio kids) upside down and yours truly has succumbed to the flu, again. I've welcomed you VERY reluctantly, and hopefully you'll go away asap. Yes??

I loved you with a fire red, now it’s turning blue

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry..

I'm learning from jason...I am INCOHERENT!!!

1. 2 days to GP. what more can i say???

2. C.Superstar is just one embarrassing episode.

3. If u have a beng face, pls stop making a fool of yourself by thinking that winking = hot. URGHS

4. No one should ever have tuition at tpy Macs.

5. I'm scared for GP

6. I wish some pple (or mayb one person) weren't so...impolite

7. Munchy Donuts!! (JASON!!!!)

8. 3I 3I 3I

9. yoo hoo mugging session, anyone??

10. did i mention i'm scared for GP???

11. I'm falling sick, NOOOOOOOOOOOO

12. when you're scared of tickles, DO NOT attempt to tickle someone

13. the very strange placenta mask is, well, very strange

14. i think i'm moving on pretty fine.



GD LUCK FOR PRELIMS!!!

Munchy donuts are yummy! My first today with 62. Then it was mugging session at parkway macs with aki, tallie, xy and eugene. There was this weirdo who was speaking freaking loudly on the phone (for almost 2hrs) talking abt either a divorce with his wife, or some business issue which involves a women. If i could hear it through my ear phones (which were blasting music), it says smth about this irritating and, well, irritating weirdo. Words seem to fail me.

Anyway, it is to my great amusement to learn that my maid earns freaking 4000 Euros a month in Norway. I think that's ard S$8000 a month. Seriously, i'm gonna be a maid in the future!!!!!!

Weihan and xl were talking abt this horny horse today during chem lec. It cracked me up like mad and made the freezing LT feel like a sauna room for a moment. I swear these jokes should not be said too often. On a lighter note, xl has crashed his comp multiple times due to him storing porn in his harddisk. I can only say, "why am i not surprised??" (:

I, for once, missed sch today and sat diligently at McDonald's from 8.30 in the morning doing chemistry all the way to 6.30. OMG. Thank god I had company (rather quiet company, actually).

It makes me wonder, whether silence was there cause there was nothing to be said. How effortless, to fall silent. Sometimes, i really hate the noise and chatter ard (irony??) But then again, i really love company. Silent and comfortable company, a gesture, a smile...always look at the bright side, yeah?

And here i am telling Jing how perfectly normal i am now. Well, an improvement to say the very least. Perhaps i turned away due to fear but now, its placing myself right at the beginning again. Perfectly normal, perfectly natural. I guess thats how it'll go, and its the only way it'll go.

Because i've learnt a lot, both good and bad. Thanks...

ps. And thanks to jason for being half a perfect gentleman yst! <33

pps. Pple applying to australia uni, lets pool our info yeah? Gotta fill in the overseas uni form by this week, remember!!

ppps. I'm so in love with bouncy bouncy smack smack :) :)

My maid has officially ran away to Norway yst. Strange, she's been ard with us for almost 6yrs. Hmmm, time flies, indeed.

Its amazing how quickly i'm losing interest in things.

My aim for this long hols thanks to Singapore's uhh...42nd(?) birthday

-practice for pure maths test
-study for chem test, do some practice (hopefully get some non-test topics down)
-finish reading The Oresteia and the Theban Cycle AT LEAST
-refresh microecons and read through essay outlines
-complete econs case study for tutorial next week
-start thinking bout TSD
-catch the fireworks

I have this nasty feeling that i'll only complete the last thing on the list...hmmm.

For once, i find myself not thinking about...things

Hohoho. for one, my tagboard is finally up! AFTER AGES!! (all thanks to sy) so guys, tag if u've read, thanks a lot! Its not very pretty but i'll make do.

Days are flying past too quickly and i'm losing count. I just rem countless attempts at studying, the mp library and tea, trying to force open locks, almost dying on a potato...yada yada. My notes are piling like mountains on my table. Sigh, i love studying! (oh yes i do)

Lets go catch the fireworks or smth. I think i need a break.
This is a totally random and incoherant post...(and jason, if i'm talking like that, u better plonk urself on ur bed now. haha)

I have this increasing love for choral works, emo music (the likes of Linkin Park and Oasis, i.e mainstream noisy pieces which seems to contain all the angst in the world) and orchestral pieces. Hmmmm.

I was on this i-wanna-name-my-kid mood moments ago with jason, when he insisted on naming his boys Gabriel Francis Yan and Pierre (budderfry) RAPHAEL Yan. Jason Yan you DO NOT go ard naming ur boy RAPHAEL! P.R.Yan just sounds AWFUL!!

Then again, since i'm on the topic of AWFUL NAMES (u heard tt jason, i found really really bad ones online. Well, like HYACINTH, INNOCENCE, BLANCHARD for example! I swear no one should ever name their kid that. It really sucks to be ur kid if i'm named hyacinth, after the plant u see floating in a pathetic sch pond.

I like the name chantelle, but ever since i found out it means "stony place", i'm having 2nd thought abt it.

As i go hysterical over the amt of work i have to catch up on for missing 2 days of sch, (i'm darn sure monica is done with electrochem) some other parts of my life are bugging me. I am, for one, terribly annoyed by my sis's new hp which has the MOST AWFUL ringtone and wallpaper EVER cause it makes such a din. It doesn't help that i've been pathetically spending my day in bed doing nth except re-reading harry potter (i shouldn't)and falling asleep reading (attempt to read) demand and supply while listening to Enya. Or the fact that prelims are really really really close (and i mean REALLY) and i'm nearing desperation trying to comprehend chemistry.

I mean, O levels weren't even this stressful and i took f***ing 10subjects then! Wake up 10-credits girl!!! I'm seriously worried bout the prospect of not getting into a Uni. I'll never make it for prelims i swear, but oh i'm in a self deluding yes-i-know-i-can-do-it-so-leave-me-alone mood. Urghs

Not to mention that it really helps now to have FURTHER distractions...