I, for once, missed sch today and sat diligently at McDonald's from 8.30 in the morning doing chemistry all the way to 6.30. OMG. Thank god I had company (rather quiet company, actually).
It makes me wonder, whether silence was there cause there was nothing to be said. How effortless, to fall silent. Sometimes, i really hate the noise and chatter ard (irony??) But then again, i really love company. Silent and comfortable company, a gesture, a smile...always look at the bright side, yeah?
And here i am telling Jing how perfectly normal i am now. Well, an improvement to say the very least. Perhaps i turned away due to fear but now, its placing myself right at the beginning again. Perfectly normal, perfectly natural. I guess thats how it'll go, and its the only way it'll go.
Because i've learnt a lot, both good and bad. Thanks...ps. And thanks to jason for being half a perfect gentleman yst! <33
pps. Pple applying to australia uni, lets pool our info yeah? Gotta fill in the overseas uni form by this week, remember!!
ppps. I'm so in love with bouncy bouncy smack smack :) :)