i am fucking pissed off. i can't exactly explain how fucking pissed off i am, but yeah....i am fucking pissed off. In fact, i think that's the only thing i am capable of now, being fucking pissed.

To say the truth, i dun even know why the hell i got myself into all this shit, cause honestly, i don't deserve this. so you know what? just f off alright??!!!

The above incoherent post is, once again, evidence of my incapability to control/comprehend the situation. Sometimes i just wish that i'd be dead, my eyes are blind, ignorant and oblivious. But obviously this does NOT happen, so...well...fuck off. No matter how many times, how many many times its re-validated (hell if there's such a word), i think it should have never ever happened. If not i wouldn't be in so much trouble, and problems, and...well...have smth prickling.

I miss the simple JC world. I really do. I mean...to say the least...things were simple. And well, i was simple, the people ard were simple.

And yeah, i totally agree with what you said, Hansel. "20 year old boys are *****"
In fact, come to think of it, thats the only thing they're good at.

For the (n+1)th time, f*** off NOW. Make it a GP progression!